Easy Pix !!
From what I can gather, you're fine as you are.
The last thing I want to see, anywhere, are pagans, or whatever people want to call themselves, behaving like christians & catholics. Whatever gods are believed in, whatever the name, it matters not. The goddess is in my mind and in my heart always, I care not if some prefer to call her Cerridwen or Rhiannon. We all know in our hearts what is true, as you do. I do consider myself pagan, as it means something to me. I believe in the old gods for which I believe in & which I find evidence of. New age is just a couple of words.
Chill babe.
Blaidd
Incidentally I'm quite an ignorant Pagan, all help - from old gits or otherwise - greatly received.