Aha well that's what Fieldnotes are born to do - no one can argue with you there about your subjective experience (unlike on the forum)!

I'm sure most of us like a bit of the numinous subconscious connotationy thing when visiting / thinking about sites. But - the fact we're hanging round this website at all marks us as at least a teeny bit anoraky. And there's nothing an anorak likes more than lists and facts and certainty.

So you'll have to put up with both really.